It's all relative.

I'm cleaning up my attitude today.

Next couple of weeks are going to be hard.  Head down, push through.  But it's only hard in a relative sense.  I've done much, much worse.  For much, much longer.

I'm focusing on taking care of myself these next two weeks.  Getting better. Getting stronger.  Family and friends will need to take a bit of a back-seat as I build myself up again.  Asking for help, making changes to commitments.  Most important giving myself a break.

I came to this moment thanks to our non-working AC.  Main unit is holding on by a thread (parts ordered) and upstairs is completely broken (parts also ordered).  Main level feels warm ... until you go upstairs.  Then it feels like ice-cold heaven.  All relative.

Cleaning up my attitude.