I got it right half the day yesterday. I "forced" a workout and it was good. I "forced" a dog walk and it was good. I "forced" a healthy breakfast and lunch and it was good. But then the day went to hell. I baked and made dinner ahead and ate and sat on the sofa and did NOTHING until I went to bed.
I feel a bit better today. Enough that I need to do SOMETHING productive. Without warning I am slipping on the slide. Time to get serious.
I will do some positive reading. I will get my butt showered and out of the house today. I will stop watching the depressing news.
I did do another BIG Facebook clean-up. Good-bye lots of hate spreaders. Let's see if it was enough.
Today is a rest workout day. Tomorrow is a double class. It will feel really good.
I'm treating today as a transition day. I won't get it perfect, but I need to get it better.
I'm not a person who gets the blues often, but I have them hard this week. I don't even feel like posting. Time to bring the big guns and get myself out of this funk.
It pisses me off to feel yucky again.
Yep, I'm in a grumpy mood.
I'd like to say I will find my HAPPY today, but it's not likely. I just need to move on the spectrum. Don't get me wrong, I will try for HAPPY (and might get lucky) ... but I don't want to set up for failure. "Better" is something I can manage.
Well, I'm finished spreading the joy and sunshine this morning lol. Later gators.
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