Too Much

Dinner was delicious and it was too much.  Lean meals for the last week and, then, POW ... big old southern dinner.  My stomach is not happy.  I'm up to go to A Course in Miracles this morning, but I need to see if I can "recover" in time.  I should've known better ...  I even had dessert -- DANG!  Back to healthy today (but still a bigger dinner with the kids over).

Looks like my girlfriend CAN help me with the shower which would be a godsent.  She'd also be a great addition to a sparse group of ladies.  I ordered the cake, a dozen decorated cookies and finished the gift bag goodies yesterday.  Way too much dessert, but I want it to feel like a shower (and have leftovers LOL).  Typically winery spread for food and that's totally in my wheelhouse (and I don't have to do anything for another 3 weeks).

The last few details need to be worked out and then I can relax.  ONE thing checked off the wedding worry list.

I'm not particularly troubled about the Coronavirus (yet), but I'm cautious.  I follow an Instagrammer who lives in an area with a few cases and she said the medicine shelves are BARE -- total freak out from people.  This I will "overreact" to and I'm going to buy an extra home supply of OTC stuff for cold/flu care.  Threat of an inch of snow makes the grocery stores a mad house -- I can't imagine if this moves into our area.  Best to be smart about it.  Even if I don't catch the virus, I want to be able to sleep if I have a cold.

BEST way for me to deal with stress or worry is to take ACTION.  I have some big-ish things on my worry plate so I'm problem solving with action.  Coronavirus -- get supplies.  Wedding dress -- if it's not shipped, get a back-up.  Hubby working out-of-state -- don't overextend myself (with rescue stuff, with travel, with saying 'yes').  Shower and rehearsal dinner -- make decisions.   Pants not fitting -- eat smarter.  Leg injury -- modify workouts.

I'm determined to turn 2020 around to GOOD TO FEEL GOOD.

I'm looking forward to today.  Family gathered and we haven't all been together in one place for over a month.  This is exactly what I need to feel GOOD today.  Still up in the air about The Course in Miracles, but I'm going to try because it's been a few weeks (come on stomach ... you can rally).  Trader Joe's run and a stop at CVS for a few "supplies."  Tomorrow I'll hit up Costco for the big packs.  Full day, full heart.  That's the plan anyway :)

March is here.  2020 is ticking along.  Make it a good one.  Later gators.