Just What I Needed

Yesterday felt tailor made for me.

A Course in Miracles was one of the ones that just feels GOOD.  A number of people commented on it.  Good lesson, great sharing, connection, community.  No more hugs or hold hands in circle ending though -- smart.  Keeping it real in this pandemic reality.

Had to work some strong boundaries with my mother.  I get challenged on this regularly and it's getting easier to hold them without emotion.  It's another new reality.

Dinner with the kids was much needed family time.  We talked wedding, jobs, life, dogs.   Played some corn hole (before another week of rain).  Sat outside because it was sunny and nice.  Dinner was yummy.  MY SON made the apple pie -- what?!?!  Proud mama moment - hah.  Got to play with my grand-girls which helps my heart missing my Parker.  He LOVED family days and I feel his absence extra hard when we're all together.

Dare I say too loudly ... but the shower stuff MIGHT be taking shape.  Fingers crossed.  Some solutions have come to light and this might make things really good.

Back to ALL HEALTHY today to fit into The Green Dress.  Another new reality -- so I'm saying over and over.

Heading to shop as discretely as I can for all the cold/flu supplies.  Trying to play it cool and not look like "that" person ... even though I am (!!)

Also, working on accepting the Italy trip situation.  I was the only with travel concerns and I caved to the general vote that 7 months from now was a long way away and we shouldn't stop our plans.  Now I'm the only one with confirmed tickets and a big SUCKER written on my forehead.  Everyone else is "holding" on flights now.  Seriously?!?  Acceptance -- breathe.  Looks like hubby and I will be taking a big trip somewhere next year to use up that ticket price.  Also, a boundary I DIDN'T HOLD.  Lesson heard loud and clear.

General theme this week is ACTION.  Got to get at it.  All the things.  Best way to relax and FEEL GOOD.  March is here ... later gators.