I decided to not load up the pictures and look at them more closely. I want to forget them and get back to my warped reality. There's a chance that I might see SOME results if I look closely, but there's a bigger chance I will be unhappy all over again.
The pictures look like me, same me for the last 6 months. There IS progress though and I need to focus on that - especially today.
Today is a lift workout and kitchen ALL DAY. Lots of food I can eat, but lots that can be too much too (i.e. guacamole, kombucha, salsa, SNACKING). I need to be on my game today or I'll be consuming too many "healthy" calories. If I'm feeling discouraged, the desire to give in will be strong. Still compliant -- not healthy habits though.
I'm compounded with some seriously tired legs. It's been a long time since I've stood that long (and in the oppressive heat). My rest day didn't feel like a rest day. Now what?!? Workout? Rest? I think I'll focusing lifting on my arms and back. I planned a hard workout - that always helps my desire to overeat. Ugh. Not the best timing.
I've already been in the kitchen today. AND I already over-baked the cake. I used my lower oven and it's running hotter than it should. It cooked in 2/3 the time (I was folding laundry and didn't check it). I don't have another mix. I might scrap it and make brownies. Dang it!
Okay - off to get things DONE. I need some serious mojo today ... pretty please ...
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