Saturday, June 16, 2018

As expected ...

Fun, HOT, exhausting and hard!

The festival was not a challenge.  Everything was so off from what I could eat, it wasn't an issue (even though I was on margarita duty!).

Finally home, starving and spent.  Then the challenge started.  I hung on.  Ate just what I needed to and put myself to bed EARLY (it's 7 o'clock as I sit in bed typing this).  I'll read, relax and get off my feet before a day of cooking tomorrow.

My biggest hang up today was the unwanted pictures.  I FELT good.  My (big) shorts fit.  I was glad to be a healthy person.  Then hubby posted some pictures on FB (I'll load them over at some point) and I HATED them.  Not one ounce of progress showed in these pictures.  AND I'm already 1/2way though this Whole30.

It's extra frustrating because I asked him not to do it.  I didn't want to see them.  The risk of deflating my mood was too much.  I know he doesn't get it, but please LISTEN to me.  You don't need to understand, just listen.

Ugh.

The only choice I have is to continue to move forward.  Inch my way closer to my goal.  Turning back is stupid.

Today was a win, but not one that feels particularly good.  Bugger.  I hope tomorrow restores my HAPPY.  Nighty night.

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