Happy Friday.
Up way before my alarm so guess I'll get the day started early.
Fun list today with added dog walk and Starbucks run (now that I'm up).
I was thinking last night how much I enjoy this blog (actually more a journal).  It's a good therapy session.  So many "experts" recommend a journal - I now understand.  At first it felt self-serving ... but duh, that's the point.  There is a magic in writing, not just thinking.
I'm relieved to have those cravings under control again.  When I'm stressing my willpower bank, I get worried I'll give in (give up).  I had an awesome food dream where I ate everything crappy and loved it!!  These dreams are perfect - I get the "feelings" with out the guilt!  Cake, ice cream and wine - was just going for the cheese when I woke up lol!
I wonder where they came from??  The night of nuts and dried fruit??  That seems like a stretch.  Obsessing on happy hour in September - maybe?  Hormones - maybe?  I can't say it enough - this time the goal is to STOP YO-YOing!!  Balance, moderation - NOT ON-OFF!!!
Focus on the goal.  Focus on being healthy.  My Happiness Project.  Lots of details to be planned still but the focus has shape already.  A worthwhile goal takes work, energy, focus, determination.  I am working this goal ... not just "hoping" this goal.  That's the difference.
Okay folks - it's that time.  Off to zen my Friday.
 
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