Friday, September 2, 2016

Soon everyday will be Friday!

Happy Friday.

Up way before my alarm so guess I'll get the day started early.

Fun list today with added dog walk and Starbucks run (now that I'm up).

I was thinking last night how much I enjoy this blog (actually more a journal).  It's a good therapy session.  So many "experts" recommend a journal - I now understand.  At first it felt self-serving ... but duh, that's the point.  There is a magic in writing, not just thinking.

I'm relieved to have those cravings under control again.  When I'm stressing my willpower bank, I get worried I'll give in (give up).  I had an awesome food dream where I ate everything crappy and loved it!!  These dreams are perfect - I get the "feelings" with out the guilt!  Cake, ice cream and wine - was just going for the cheese when I woke up lol!

I wonder where they came from??  The night of nuts and dried fruit??  That seems like a stretch.  Obsessing on happy hour in September - maybe?  Hormones - maybe?  I can't say it enough - this time the goal is to STOP YO-YOing!!  Balance, moderation - NOT ON-OFF!!!

Focus on the goal.  Focus on being healthy.  My Happiness Project.  Lots of details to be planned still but the focus has shape already.  A worthwhile goal takes work, energy, focus, determination.  I am working this goal ... not just "hoping" this goal.  That's the difference.

Okay folks - it's that time.  Off to zen my Friday.

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