My emotions are all over the place still. I had a good day, but I was stressed too. I'm not sure if this is hormones or actual stress.
Coby is headed to the far away vet today. I'm not looking forward to the drive and everything about today -- except figuring out what's going on with his leg pain. That had me anxious a lot yesterday, for him and for me.
Great news about my rehearsal idea. Top Golf offers everything we need -- safety (outdoors, masks, separated), weather proof, food, open bar, something different to do (wedding is a picnic brunch), location. The price is steep, but we'll take it. I discussed this possible option over the weekend with the kids and they liked the idea. Now they "need to think about it."
What?!?!? There are no other options that fit all the needs for this day. Seriously, nothing. Anything outside needs a weather contingency and indoors is not an option. I'm not doing a DIY party for 40 plus people the day before a morning wedding that I'm getting ready on my own. I hope they "think" and realize the same.
Hubby is no help either. Only critical of my other suggestions, not helpful, not offering any suggestions.
I ordered the jumbo yard games for the wedding -- that's fun. Jumbo Jenga and 4 foot Connect Four. I also got personalized corn hole bags with their initials and wedding date.
I met my girlfriend at the park. We had to bag the walk because it was packed, but we found a spot on the edge of the woods to set up chairs. It was nice to catch up and chat all things. Girlfriend time was really, really needed (!!)
My plan is to call the rest of the week for myself. I need a mental reset. I need to get my worry under control.
Case in point -- there is a loud noise going on in the neighborhood this morning. A mechanical hum and vibration. It's not our house and I have no idea what it could be, therefore, WORRY. We have power and water. No signs of anything else. But at 4:30 there is unfamiliar noise coming from somewhere. Maybe road crews are fixing something?!?! Noise travels in the quiet dark of night. Strange and something that should mildly make me curious has me all up in arms.
I need a reset (!!)
Today is the last day of Trump. Thank the lord above. Get over today and maybe move our country forward. Today is like waiting for the other shoe to drop -- what else can he do with only one day left? Maybe this is part of my feeling of doom LOL.
Breathe.
Fingers crossed for Coby today. I'll get some phone time (hopefully) and podcast time for the long drive and appointment wait. I don't want to wish a day away, but I'm looking forward to being home tonight, tucked in bed with a book.
Let's find some good -- stay well. Later gators.
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