When hubby leaves for the week, it feels like a Monday. I get my days totally mixed up.
This is one of those transitions days. Looking forward to it, yet I'm all stirred up. Worried about hubby traveling, worried about being by myself ... yet wanting alone time. There's a subtle difference. Being by myself feels like I have no choice. If I need help, he's 10 hours away. Being alone means quiet time, but with a safety net. I guess the "fear" during the pandemic makes me all caught up in "what if" fantasies.
Usually, once he's finished with the long drive, I relax. I need to remind myself I'm okay -- I'll always be okay. Problem solving 101.
Coby is meeting a couple on Tuesday with the plan to take him on trial. They have a senior dog who won't travel well, so we need to see if they get along. They live in downtown ATL and I also want to make sure Coby is happy about city sounds. They've adopted from our rescue before (their other dog is 5 years old) so I know they're a good family. Fingers crossed for them all.
I decided to give myself another week before I think about wedding details -- at least my end of the details. The dress says it arrived -- must be in the mailbox (hopefully). I'm not in the right frame of mind to work on trials. PMS is here (although, who knows these days). I need a good centering week before I start again. Nail polish came -- it's a fail. Hair puffs came and they look too big. See the trend? I need a breath and some space to get energy right for going forward on next options.
I have a bookclub book to read. One episode of The Crown left and I want to watch The Queen's Gambit (I've only watched the first episode). A few relaxing things on the calendar. If Coby goes on trial, I think I'll do the HOUR meditation on my 2021 list. This seems like a good week for extra stillness and good vibes.
Have a happy end to the weekend and a great start to a new week. Last week in January -- time is moving quickly. Stay well. Later gators.
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