My new Tony Robbins program came last night!

I'm super excited to start it.  It's a 10 day program.  Of course, my life has been one big nothing since the concussion BUT today is jammed full.  So ... might have to start it tomorrow.  We'll see :-)

I've listened to the same program over and over for almost 20 years - yes 20 years!!  First I borrowed the set of cassettes from work, then purchased my own set, then updated 2 different times.  I love them, but I know them well and it's not as captivating as it used to be.  (Still works and is AWESOME - but you know what I mean - lordy 20 years is a long time!)

I'm curious to see what is different about this program (and what's the same).

All this in preparation for his seminar in June.  It's been a 20 year dream to see him live and it's finally happening.  A bucket list kind of thing.

I want need to do more of that bucket list achieving thing.

I spend so much time being responsible, being reliable, being predictable - it's kind of boring.  Now don't get me wrong, I like that I'm that way.  I wrote about it before.  Being responsible has a very good side and I'm proud of it.

I started by finding little adventures in my day (which took a backseat after my injury - shoot).  That changes today.  Hello little adventures - I'm back.  Nothing wrong with little - I like that little bit of surprise in every day.  And when you look, you find.  Almost magical how that works.

But I've been doing a lot of thinking last couple of weeks.  I'm in a weird depressed place and I don't like it.  Probably the injury, probably other stuff too.  I'm working hard to change it.

Anyway, I want to do more BIG exciting things.  (Not risky - I talked about that before - not a good idea for me - lol).  Just big stuff I want to do in life.  Travel, experience new things.  Come partially out of my responsible shell that tells me to save money, pay my dues, wait until someday.  Someday should be now.  I have money in the bank, good health (or soon will), I've paid my dues all my life. Time to cash in.

I never take a spontaneous trip.  A friend of mine does that all the time.  She and her husband flew to New Orleans on a whim for a weekend - just because they could.  I've never been and have always wanted to go.   So why don't I do it??  Same old reasons.  I'm going to work on this.  Start planning to be more spontaneous (yes, I hear it ... but I'm still me and I like a plan).  Start doing some things just because I can.

What's happening today??

90 min massage (hope it helps concussion)
dentist (ugh - necessary evil - and it is evil)
son home from a vacation (trying some highway driving again)
hubby home from business trip

House will be full tonight ... all my boys are back in town.  Later gators.