I want to post an entry today, but I have nothing to say (lol). I guess that happens when life is in a temporary holding pattern.
Quick update ... no work until Friday. Driving is still a problem and I have one hell of a commute. Walking on treadmill is still going. Nothing strenuous though. Slow going, but even slow is progress. Patience. Not my strong suit.
Eckart Tolle says when you ask the universe for patience, the universe will respond by giving you opportunities to practice patience. Interesting ... so I stopped asking for patience ... maybe not the best interpretation. Guess I'm getting it anyway. Oh you clever universe!!
Did I mention - I'm bored out of my mind?!?
Funny how you use your brain for EVERYTHING ... so to rest said brain means stopping EVERYTHING. Well, not everything, but definitely the extras.
The more you rest, the faster you recover. Also hard for me. I subscribe to the push yourself and get stronger philosophy.
Could this be a test of my new found determination to find a new me?? Wish the test came later ... after I was more the-new-me. P.S. I'm not doing so well on this test. C- at best.
But the good news is I'm not giving up. Still plugging along. Still determined.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder. I miss you work-out. I miss you reading. I miss you driving. I miss you dog park. I miss you friends. And *gasp* I miss you work (not as much as the other stuff though ... lol!!).
Stay tuned tomorrow for probably another post about "nothing" but hey talking about "nothing" is still better than nothing. (Just making sure my brain can still handle a pun!) Later gators.
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