Short and Sweet

Car transfer went well.  I need to figure out a few operational things (but I did sync my phone and connect to my google account) and re-load the car with my "car stuff."  Less storage so I'll have to think about what comes back and where.  And, I was melancholy watching them drive my old car away -- OH MY GOD!!  I need to get a grip on life.

A few things on the calendar for today.  Life coach call earlier than normal.  Private tutor session for Spanish so I need to do some practicing this morning.  I took the week off from studying and I'm rusty.  Then to the vet for Monti -- raging ear infection.  I need to get better at noticing the subtle signs before it gets bad.  It goes from nothing to yuck overnight.  Poor baby.  Just glad it happened when we're home and not in Asheville this weekend.  I was able to get an appointment that fit around the zoom calls today.

I decided to bag making my eldest a birthday cake this year.  It's too hard to figure out transport with everything else going on.  I'm going to pick up treats at the bakery and we'll have dessert at the restaurant. He has lots of birthday fun happening so I'm not worried he'll be disappointed -- oh, and he's 28!!  This helped clear the week significantly.  I only get so much "back time" doing things and I need to ration what's important.

Overwhelm is still going strong and I know it's from hormones.  Anxiety brewing about everything.  I had one of those dreams last night -- all the things coming up wrapping in one big dream of anxiety.

Top of the list -- MRI approval from insurance.  Should happen today.  Then worry something is wrong -- like tumor, etc.  Where is this coming from?  Logically my symptoms, progression, etc DO NOT fit anything but a herniated disc.  Getting the MRI so I can get an epidural shot if I need it.  Yet, I'm all crazy dreaming that I'm dying.

This is a rough hormone month because I'm late. Seems that's when I have the worst mood symptoms.  If it's early (or regular), I only get a few days of anxiety.  This is well over a week now.

CBD gummies seem to be working well still.  I'm sleeping a lot better again.

Short and sweet this morning.  Have a great day -- later gators.