Stay with me through the woo-woo.
Not everything I like, but the things I notice over and over. The things that capture me in a different way. The things that cause a thought to run in the background ... wish I could, wouldn't that be nice. It's hard to describe, but it's a different kind of notice.
Some examples ... how I currently wear my hair. I'd been fascinated with that style for YEARS, but didn't have any plans to grow my hair longer. Then the move to GA and humidity and, without planning it, my style morphed into the exact style I noticed for 2 decades.
Gardening. I love plants and loved the "idea" of gardening. I'd think all the time that I wish I loved gardening. Now I'm on that path.
Of course, same with nursing career. Over and over ... this is the biggest "messaging" I noticed after ignoring it for a long time.
So many things --
Now I'm finally noticing when I notice something differently. When something grabs my attention with those little thoughts running in the background -- eventually I'm heading this way.
I'm writing this because I noticed this week how many of my little current hobbies were all born of this noticing -- most from years and years of noticing ... and dismissing. Some dismissing because the timing wasn't right or I wasn't ready (no rushing), but eventually my path lead here.
I used to get frustrated that I couldn't see a path anymore and I realize it's been pinging me all along. It's not that I see something and then have to jump two feet in (or I could), it's more that this is something EVENTUALLY. A sneak peek.
What's been running in the background for my future self ... someday ... somehow? Things that are grabbing me in THAT way lately ...
Some kind of mentoring.
Oil based textured painting (don't have to be good to do it -- another message I keep seeing).
Dinner party group.
And, growing the things I've started recently. Spanish, gardening, etc.
I have no idea why these things are grabbing me. Some seem meaningless and small, but they are grabbing over and over. Message from my future. I don't see any of those NOW, but I bet someday -- I know someday.
Thanks, Universe for the sneak peek.
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