Spirit and Such

Unity service this morning.  Meeting a friend for a spirit fill-up and a belly fill-up (breakfast).  Breaking my friend-less fast today.

My hike got cancelled this week.  I was going with a new neighbor and I cleared that day for the hike (headed to the lake for a 6 mile loop).  She cancelled because a delivery is coming that morning.  Not cool.  (She did offer another option, but I have an eye appointment.)  I'm annoyed because I went out of my way to make time available and she canceled on a dime.  Now I know.  She's cancelled a couple of other, smaller plans for similar reasons.  I'm disappointed.

I also tried to push some things on the calendar (all the way into the fall), but I'm having no luck finding friends available.  Maybe I need more friends - hah.  It's kind of kicked around a bit of a funky mood.

I've had similar "moods" after spells of doing nothing.  I need to figure out this weekend with hubby being gone.  Thursday and Friday I have plans, but the weekend is fully empty.  I'll probably hit the Farmers Market and Unity again in the mornings, but I need something else for the days.

Remember all my complaining about NO TIME to MYSELF??  Yet, somehow I feel lonely right now.  There's a difference between choosing time alone and being lonely.  Crazy, right?!?!

Farmers Market was a mixed success.  There was a local parade too -- nuts.  Streets closed, parking closed, fewer venders.  We made it work and had a nice time but cut it short so we didn't get stuck in the parade street closures.  I'm not a fan of a local parade - even when my kids were little.  Old lady party pooper.

Nails appointment went well.  Glad to have the SNS off for a couple of weeks.  I also got a polish change on my toes -- my favorite blue is magically back in stock.  That was unexpected.

Yesterday I got lots of practice in "allowing" my feelings.  Annoyances (parade), disappointment (hike), lonely (no one available for my calendar ideas).  Not the best emotion day, but it was a solid day otherwise.

Kids are coming for a take-out dinner tonight.  I wanted a break from a big cook.  This is a hard evening for me because everyone will be grabbing a drink and eating pizza AND butter cake from the FM yesterday.  Nothing is an option for me and that's bumming me out (I'm sensing a pattern in my mood LOL).  Since my go-to take-out restaurant closed AND the another regular option is closed on Sunday, I need to find something for me for dinner.

Apparently, I'm in full on PITTY PARTY mode.  Hopefully, this morning will fill my tanks.

TREAT today is a morning with a friend doing something peaceful.

TOOL is feeling those feelings -- lots swirling still.

Oh .... I almost forgot.  We watched Night School last night.  Comedies are hard to get right, but this was awesome.  Really, really funny and smart humor.  Well worth a fun watch.

Happy Sunday.  Later gators.