It's been a week.
I can't make this up.
I went to change into my workout clothes 2 days ago (light walking workout since my neck was a little better) and decided to empty the bathroom trash before I changed.
Bent over. Back in full spasm. On floor until I could finally stand up. Been sofa/bed ridden since then. I'm up and moving better this morning, but still can hardly function.
Just in time to pick up Ziggy this morning. He bit the mom several times FOR NO APPARENT REASON. The entire family is so sad (in tears sad). Not a feel good day.
My throat is still a mess. Ulcers all down one side that burn like crazy when I drink fizzy water or use toothpaste. Oddly random. It throbs all day and night. I keep looking to see if something wicked is going on ... not getting worse, but, dang, it hurts.
Hubby wants a do-over on his birthday today and I have to try to entertain. Seriously?? How much BIRTHDAY does one need given the current situation? He refuses to open his gifts until it's The Celebration. Umm ... we had cake, he went to lunch and golfed with our eldest. He had 3 full celebrations for Father's Day. Not that he doesn't deserve it (he's a fabulous man), but NOW is not the time to suddenly need stroking attention. I can't handle HIS mood on top of MY mood.
I want to crawl into bed and wake up next week, next month or whenever life is going to be better.
I know ... practice what I learned, do the things. Lord knows I'm trying, but life is a big Debbie-downer this week.
P.S. My neck still hurts.
P.P.S. Internet is BACK -- a light in the storm - haha.
I'd say Happy 4th, but that's stretching it for me.
I'll get through this day and make a plan to move forward. Coaching can't come soon enough. I plan for a more upbeat update tomorrow unless my world "explodes" again today. Later gators.
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