Getting Ready for Tuesday

Sorry for the broken record on my body ailments, but that's my deal this week.

Trying to get ready for my goal of feeling better by Tuesday, I decided to get my nails done today.

What, seriously? Yep.

It will make me feel better.  I have a pet peeve about broken fingernails.  No matter how "together" I feel, a broken fingernail can warp the good feels.  I have FIVE right now.  It's driving me nuts.  SNS can't come off on it's own, so I've been stuck with damaged nails (I let them get too long and couldn't drive to the nail salon).  Step in the right direction -- easy fix.

And, I'm working out.  Somehow, something -- making myself sweat.  I don't care about the details, it MUST happen today for my sanity (and my marriage LOL).

I've been totally off my eating program because I can't cook and what's a pity party without fun food -- can I get an AMEN?

Of course, I know -- all the wrong thinking, doing, etc.  I'm not caring until Tuesday.  But I am prepping for Tuesday and all the feel good things coming my way.  That means cleaning up my diet ahead of Tuesday.

Today and tomorrow are stressful for me, but those stressors SHOULD be over by Tuesday.  I'm going with the flow on the stress and accepting that things-that-shouldn't-stress-me ARE stressing me this week.

Today -- Ziggy meets the grand-dogs again to see if we they can get along.  We got a soft muzzle to prevent a bite.  I don't know why I'm nervous.  I guess, I don't know what to do if he CAN'T be sweet to other dogs.  He's fine with my gang.  I want it to work SO SO MUCH that I'm stressing about it.  Also, hubby is pushing me to get him adopted and that's adding PRESSURE.  Doing as much as I can ...

Tomorrow -- we close on our old house.  Lots of emotion, good and bad.  I'm also nervous about sitting at the closing table with the buyers.  We haven't had to do that in almost 30 years -- everyone pre-closes.  For some reason, the closing company is being lazy and not allowing a pre-close (we're still pushing for it).  It makes me uncomfortable, probably for no reason.  I'm in the camp that I could use my resources (energy) to try and turn this around, or not.  It's over after tomorrow anyway.  I'm using my energy on other things right now.

I guess I'm sort of in the ACCEPTING mode.  Accepting that this is all I've got right now and it's good enough.  This week has taken me down -- in lots of ways.

Watching the World Cup finals today with 5 dogs -- oh boy.  Happy Sunday.  Later gators.