I feel behind. Discouraged. Defeated. Once again, I gain a bit of traction forward and I hit a hard setback.
I have no food in the house. I have no energy to cook. The garden needs to be tended and I can't do more than a couple of minutes.
I can't go to Asheville -- family is gathering and I'm missing out.
Total major pity party in full force.
I lost taste and smell for a day -- it's not completely back yet and stuff tastes off now. That adds another layer to everything.
Hopefully, I just need more time to get well and by this time next week I can start moving forward again.
Everything feels like a mess and I don't have any energy to start cleaning it up.
Dang.
I'm going to see if I can force a bit of "doing" today to see if that helps. Fingers crossed.
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