And Adoption Day. Please, please, pretty please let it go okay today. I will miss HER. I won't miss how she fits into our family. I'm happy for her new life. I'm sad that she will cry when I leave her today. She will adjust and be happier than she could ever be with us. She's a baby. I'm a mama. My heart is a little torn.
Combo workout before we leave. A little treadmill and arm day.
After drop off, we'll visit hubby's new work facility and go out to a late brunch at our favorite place. Brunch is an easy W30 win. Date morning - we need this desperately!
Hubby will play golf in the afternoon while I put the house back in order. Then ... WHATEVER I WANT. Maybe a nap even (then I can stay up to watch Thrones) ... my morning started at 4:30am. I tried to nap on Saturday - I was THAT tired. No go. Barking, fussing. She wanted to be on the bed with me. Problematic if I actually fell asleep. God knows what I'd wake up to chewed half to death! Nap denied! (I finally gave up and went on the computer and then SHE fell asleep ... OMG!)
We are going to try to replace the fancy handle and front door lock today too. It's absolutely broken. Wish
Costco had the best blueberries yesterday. Organic, perfectly plump and inexpensive. Win! Not as good as watermelon, but no complaints. I made a quick hash and did some chicken in the crockpot (to shred and sauce). Basics to get me through the weekend.
I think tonight will be hard to stick with W30. Probably one of the hardest days. Day 28 -- so close. I have no real need to finish the 30 days since I have multiple times before. The good is back. I'm exhausted and will be tempted to "reward" myself with food tonight. But a commitment is a commitment and I want to see it through. Plus going "off" tonight would mean going ape-shit crazy. Maybe I'll get a watermelon?!?! Hubby said he noticed I was slimmer. That's a good feeling and a feeling to remember when I want to dive face first into a cake while swigging a bottle of wine. (That even sounds tempting NOW - ut oh.)
My stomach is a bit wonky this morning. A lot of blueberries, sweet potato and cauliflower made for interesting stomach-mates. The "dogs" were really gassy last night. I'll need to go easier today - green beans will dominate!
Big, huge, busy, productive day today. It's started already and I don't even mind. The day has a buzz of excitement and relief all wrapped into one! We did it - thank you Universe!!
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