MIA

Hey there.

I was MIA for a minute -- the bot thing is still freaking me out.  Add that to a list of lots of things bugging me.

The great plan to continue a productive, busy week hasn't actually happened.  Things got changed or canceled, my mood is beyond and I've been eating like it's the last super.  Dang and double dang.  

Not even eating "good food" -- mostly junk food.  Good lord.  I know this is contributing to my mood and yet, here I am again.

I won't bother making declarations because I don't believe it myself.  I have some stressors that I don't want to share here (bots) and I've let that send me into a spiral.  I'm going to get coached on it because I'm really out of control with my internal reactions lately (thankfully and hopefully keeping the crazy to myself).  I might need to consider HRT.  It's getting worse, not better.  Anxiety acting like the fool.

Anyway, on the good side of things, kids had their 20 week ultrasound and the baby looks fantastic.  To see that little face is such a blessing.  

I have classroom training this morning -- at least 3 people won't be there because it's fall break.  Umm, I was told there's no missing.  Rules for some ... got to love it.  (See, I have an attitude!!)  

Other good news is I ate all the junk food so today will be better eating choices at least.  Maybe that'll help (it will).  

Hope you have a good day.  Later gators.