Tuesday, September 12, 2023

Bored.

Remember I said things feel meh?  That includes food.  Time for some cooking -- actual recipes, different flavor profiles.  I'm bored with the usual.

I'm making a curry chickpea dish and "taco" style tofu crumbles with all the fixings.  Moving into fall comfort food territory.  I also got a few honeycrisp apples for a quick applesauce.  And doing some veggie prep for the week -- having a few steps finished makes it more likely to make something a little more involved.  

Lunch ended up being nicer than it's been a long while.  That was a nice surprise.  

PT is canceled for the week.  There's no reason to see me in person -- time and money saver.

Errands and cooking today.  A very chill day to a somewhat boring week.  I think this boring feeling is really hormones that are extra, extra because I've been eating too much sugar and white carbs (rice and GF bread).  My energy is zapped and that includes mental energy.  Another GOOD reminder what I eat makes such a difference right now.  

Books seem boring.  TV seems boring.  Exercise is boring.  Errands are boring.  

See the pattern.  It's a me-not-you problem.  I'm not sure if there's anything I can do to fix it -- just ride it out until I feel more myself again.

You know what sounds interesting to me?  Travel.  Weird, right?  That's usually anxiety producing and I want plenty of time to prepare for it.  Where do I want to go?  Bar Harbor, ME.  Seattle, WA.  London, England.  Specific and all different (although kind of overcast and cooler places).  I'm interested enough that I check the calendar to see if I could make any of that happen.  Not with volunteer training (ending late October).  Oh well.  It was a thought.

Hope you're having a more exciting week than I am -- later gators.

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