MIA

My house is full.  There is ALWAYS someone here.  It's messing with me.  I've been MIA from posting because I can't find my space.

I need alone time.  Always have, always will.  I'm in that place right now where there is very little alone time in the foreseeable future.  Everyday someone is working from home or has a day off or is home early.  (Insert SCREAM)  It's rattling me.

I'm struggling to find my HAPPY place.  So I'm grumpy.  And grumpy about everything.  It's permeating everything.  Ugh.

I know I need it and I'm trying very hard to get it.  Going upstairs early to be in bed (read, relax, be alone) and hubby comes in 4 times to interrupt my time, to chat, to ask a question.  GO AWAY!!  I can't find my space.  Interrupted time doesn't count.  It doesn't fix the issue.  Everywhere I am, someone needs something from me, someone interrupts my time.

I realize I sound like a crazy woman (I sort of feel like it too).  I get this way when I need some space.

Once my son leaves for work, I should have some time today ... hopefully.  Every time I think I'll get some space, someone else fills it.  Then the grumpy hits full force.

UGH.  Thanks for listening.  I hope CRAZY ME will calm down.  Everyone probably hopes the same lol.