Grocery store madness.

Today is my official grocery store run for Thanksgiving ... all the "fresh" items.  I already bought the pantry stuff to keep things to a normal cart run lol.  It will be crowded and crazy, but I'm ready.

Today's workout is up-in-the-air.  I think I will run intervals.  I'm actually not very motivated to do anything today (which is weird).  I feel fine, just not inspired.  But (as we all know) inspiration is not needed to workout.  This week is a do-what-I-feel-like workout schedule.  I thought the variety and freedom would be fun - didn't expect to NOT want to workout lol.

Tomorrow is picture day!!  I have no idea what to wear (actually, I have some idea).  I'll have to figure that out today.  I have options, but need to try on some stuff before I decide.  We've never had a formal family picture shoot - it's about time!

Yesterday was fun.  We ended up shopping at the Gap after the game (eldest needed jeans) and it was 50% off with my Gap card.  Win!!  I found a baby blue cashmere sweater - love it!  And I got a couple more bra-let bras - the only ones that fit me now.

Speaking on that subject, where do my boobs go when I eat W30 - they are gone.  I look absolutely flat chested - I mean NOTHING.  I ordered a Jockey fitted bra today - I have their size kit.  The smallest is still too big, but it should give me a little shape - hopefully.  Ugh.  I don't mind little boobies (actually better to me than big ones) but this is a bit much.

I'm doing well on my eating plan for this week.  Picture day is keeping me solidly on track.  Tuesday night will be a "red zone" moment when pictures are done.  I need to be aware and remember my plan.  I want to have the plan for this week because it will allow me to enjoy Thanksgiving with no regrets.  The truth is I don't need to have alcohol and sweets to enjoy myself - but in those evening moments I feel like I do.  Thanksgiving will be a fun splurge - focusing more on "want" than "need."  But Thanksgiving is one meal, not one week.

My biggest "want" for these few months (and the holidays) is to enjoy myself and still be healthy.  I want this to be the first January that I don't rush to "diet" away my holiday sins.  I'm well on my way to that goal.  Props to me - I'm proud of my work so far.

Okay folks ... drinks are finished.  Time to eat an egg and get to that workout.  Later gators.