Twists and Turns

Little bit twisty and turny yesterday. 

The home inspection came back with a few areas of concern. I don't think enough that we will walk, but erosion concerns have me worried. There were a number of other things that were a bit upsetting too -- water flow in some areas was very slow -- both running and draining. The gas had been shut off for some reason and none of HVACS or appliances could be evaluated. That's a problem. A long list of minor things that aren't a big deal -- tighten a loose screw kind of thing. 

This feels heavy and feels like bad news (other shoe). I haven't discussed with hubby yet because the report came back after I went to bed. I don't much about anything construction related so maybe it's not as bad as it seems. There were no red light concerns -- only moderate.

I'm also feeling sick now -- rundown, etc. Not horribly "cold" symptoms, but more body fatigue. That's probably a combination of this chest cold and my period. I still plan to hike today. I expect it'll do me more good than harm, but I also wonder if I should be pushing myself. 

I know some of this overwhelm feeling is because I don't feel well, but man, I'm feeling pressure right now. Hubby wants our house on the market ASAP even though we talked about not rushing. I'm worried all over the place about everything.

Not an upbeat post this morning. I feel like I'm losing my centering anchors. We need to de-personalize spaces in the house and my creative, calming areas are going away for now. It's going to be a long bit before things are set up in the new house -- I don't want to rush designing the spaces. Everything is very different in the new house. 

I know, not really problems and very privileged concerns. I know. And yet, I'm feeling it right now. 

I'm leaning hard on remembering to enjoy the process. It's working better some days than others. Today's not one of them lol.

I'll leave it here. I plan something more upbeat tomorrow. Later gators.