Groundhog Day

We are back to where we were a few days ago with ANOTHER house. Put an offer in yesterday and we wait. This one fits better, but is more $$. My nerves are shot. Nervous about both outcomes. And this will hit up against travel anxiety this week. Fun times in this crazy head of mine.

Today is my last day of Christmas prep before I leave for Philadelphia. Crunch time. Hubby is in Asheville for the day for a service call so can pack in peace and add a few Christmas prep things into the mix. 

I painted a couple of rocks to help keep some sanity. (Photos aren't importing correctly -- so just this one picture)

Added some decor to the car
after this pictures. It's so cute.

Tomorrow is a day I kept for me. Challenging hike and lunch with friends. Looking forward to it even though timing isn't great. Keeping me on the calendar as a priority even when life is a bit hectic -- it feels good, but it's not easy.

I really need a good night's sleep. I wake up and my mind races. I try to stop the ruminating, but it's not working right now. I was awake from 10-2 last night, tossing and turning. Frustrating. I almost fell asleep reading at the hairdresser's yesterday. Last night I dreamt about trying to find a place to take a nap. Dang, brain -- do better.

Still trying to remember telling myself everything is hard, overwhelming, stressful isn't exactly true and certainly doesn't help to feel better. Tell a better story. Same truth, different perspective. Work in progress.

Hope your week is going well. Later gators.