Saturday, July 15, 2023

Wishing for Tomorrow

Sort of a day of nothing.  

It's a day that I'm struggling to not wish away ... so tomorrow comes and it's the last day of 4 dogs (nirvana).  Up on/off during the night, chaotic mornings.  I can't take a step without stepping over or around a dog.  You'd think that was an exaggeration, but it's sadly NOT.  But maybe days shouldn't be wished away.  I wonder if I can find something that makes today nice.  "Walk until the day becomes interesting."

On a better note, it was a big picking day in the garden.  Veggies, herbs and some flowers too.

Wildflowers with a green
topper from the dill plant.

Herb bouquet -- mints and basil.
Lavender still smelling pretty too.

30 peppers, mini eggplant
cucumber and onion


I have things I can do, usually want to do, but I'm not "feeling it" today.  Rock painting, Spanish, organizing, starting garden sealing.  Should I do it anyway -- fake it until you make it or should I let today feel how it does and wait for the desire to come back?  It's a balancing question I never quite know how to answer.  Sometimes doing nothing helps want to do again, a break that I need.  Sometimes doing nothing is a waste and just a little push forward gets the day moving.

Even a good book isn't appealing.  I'm tired and hormonal (TMI -- this was a regular cycle and now I'm ovulating and that brings on all the hormonal woes).  

I'm rambling and procrastinating working out.  Geez.  Best get at it -- at least this part of the day.  Hope your weekend is bringing more excitement than mine :)  Later gators.

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