First, the house hunting. We're buying an investment townhouse to rent to our son and his girlfriend. They'll have more space, live in a better neighborhood, pay less rent ... and it it's a win for us too. Today we're checking out a couple of open houses. We'll get a realtor in February. Their lease is up in May so we have time. I think it's going to be fun.
I rock painted some of the "found" rocks. I'm going back to the creek to get more flat ones at some point -- they're perfect for painting. Since hiking is picking up, I'm adding to my stash so I can take a few on the hikes.
I finished Book Lover (Emily Henry) -- it was fun. I started Spare -- so much detail. I also finished Wednesday (Netflix) -- really liked it.
Hormones are in full swing, but it looks like I might be skipping a month again -- I'm late and my overnight body temp is lowering again. I need to approach things differently. Some sort of acceptance instead of fighting it. I spend too many days feeling off. I woke up again last night in anxiety and panic over NOTHING. It isn't a good feeling and it's still happening this morning. I keep waiting for this to be over -- holding my breath -- but I need to let it be here instead. Fighting isn't working.
Hubby leaves on a business trip today. I have a full-ish week coming up (which I'm ridiculously anxious about). I need to remind my brain that this is hormones and to quit attaching the anxiety to what's happening in my life. Here's what's making me worried ... life coaching session, hike, coffee with a friend, cleaning crew, drive to Asheville Friday. Seriously?? I'm worried about it all. Don't want any of it to happen. I want to stay home, safe in my house, alone and do NOTHING, see NO ONE, speak to NO ONE. See?!?!? Dang. My brain is looking for a reason for the feeling so it's focusing on anything it can.
Anyway ...
Peloton ride this morning and that should settle me down. I'm also planning out the week and that helps too. Have a good Sunday. Later gators.
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