I got a lot organized yesterday and that's helped pull off some pressure today. Hubby slept in the spare room so I had a better night's sleep too.
I knocked a bunch of things off my list first thing this morning -- and I asked hubby to do 2 errands since dog drop off changed. The day feels manageable now.
Last night I got to thinking that I was spinning so hard on all the negative things -- particularly how I'm feeling (energy, back). I realized FS was no where to be found. Today I'm bringing her back and focusing through that lens for this trip. It's funny how easy it is to forget and go back to an old baseline.
It bugs me that something like a nice vacation causes me so much anxiety. I know hormones are compounding this time, but it's the pits. It's like I'm looking more forward to having it over than actually taking the trip. Makes me feel like an entitled ass. That's why I need FS.
The good news is once the trip starts, I usually don't have an issue.
Best get going. Still lots to do. Later gators.
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