Wednesday, October 12, 2022

Shhhhh...

Such a fun week, but I'm am drained -- not physically, but mentally.  Way, way, way too much stimulation and being "on" all the time.  I did nothing after I took my sister to the airport yesterday except watch Derry Girls on Netflix (last season was great).

I love my sister, but she talks non-stop.  No breaks, no breaths, rapid fire.  If she's not talking to someone in person, she's on the phone.  I think it's anxiety and an odd coping mechanism.  Spend a day with her and it's a lot.  I got 6 days.  She's so much fun, but you need some reprieve.  20 minutes after I dropped her off she CALLED ME -- OMG!

I canceled lunch plans today for a few reasons.  This friend changes plans a lot since she isn't working right now so I didn't feel too bad.  Turns out she has an HVAC guy this morning so didn't know a time -- you know how that goes.  I wasn't in a headspace to wait around for lunch with a possible cancel on her end.  And, she's a big talker -- with a tendency toward complaining.  No way could I muster that today.

Cleaning crew this morning and I'm having another re-entry day of nothing.  I seriously find myself sitting staring at the wall hah!  My world can wait until tomorrow.  I have no mental space for organizing or planning or anything remotely FS. 

I leave with a picture of the fall deck flowers -- I took it for a background for my phone.  That's all I have this morning.  Later gators.


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