Zoom Day

Hubby and I will be zooming all day.  He has 3 zoom interviews, I have 2 zoom happy hours LOL.  (One of mine is actually FaceTime.)  Mine are more fun.

The family group of us who went to Charleston -- aunties, cousins, sister, DIL -- are having a zoom call tonight at 6:30.  This is one of the POSITIVES of the quarantine.  We've never done this before and it's going to be fun.

I debated doing my grocery store run today, but I don't think I can coordinate with hubby's interviews.  I need to keep the dogs occupied -- even our little guy likes to bug him.  He needs to be focused, not distracted by dogs.  The interview prep and actual calls will take all day.

That leaves tomorrow for the grocery store run.  I should have a coaching call tomorrow at 11, but Holly has been MIA from social media and podcasts.  Her last social media said she's having a hard time and is taking a break.  I assume she's still coaching -- I'll see if I get the reminder email.  I need to figure out timing the store with the call and my shower and the desire to go early in the day.  I'll figure something out.  I have this overwhelming feeling of wanting to get it over with so I can fully quarantine again.

We knew Izzy had a white fur patch on her chest -- discovered it's a heart!  I love this.  Her tag and her collar are hearts too -- perfect :)

I rewatched Bird Box last night.  Somehow, it felt comforting.  Crazy, right?!  Still not much in the way of reading Something in the Water.  I've been staying up later to take care of Izzy and only reading for a few minutes (trying to read with hubby in the room doesn't work, hence the movie instead).  I'm STILL busy during the day with rescue stuff -- so no day reading desire either.  It has to taper soon. Not my favorite thing to do -- probably because I don't think we should be adding this many new foster all at once, during a quarantine, etc. so I'm reluctant to continue.

I did finish E2.  The last "experiment" is to spend 48 hours actively noticing good stuff and actively not engaging in negative things.  A little more difficult right now, but still possible.  Feel good exercise and I'm all for it.  I noticed loads of good things yesterday and it absolutely amped my mood.    Today is day 2 and I expect the same.  Good reminder anytime and great reminder for right now.

Here's me in a funny nutshell.  I have no other words on this subject.  I (temporarily) give up.  I need a break from "trying" and not "doing."  Anyone else in this boat?  I see you, Green Dress ... I'll be back.

Stay well.  Look for the good stuff -- funny how it hides sometimes, but it's there.  Thinking of us all ... we've got this.  Later gators.