Tight Pants Confessional

It's Friday.  Another week in the books.

My eating has been horrible.  Snacking, white carbs for days (although GF now), sugary treats and wine.  WHAT the WHAT?!?  I feel it in a big way this morning.  Energy tanked, face puffy, PJs TIGHT (OMG).

I'm mentally on a last crap-fest before I clean it up and diet for the wedding.  I use the term diet loosely for now -- if loosely doesn't work, DIET will mean DIET.  Dang it on all levels.

I think I'm beginning the cleanup tomorrow (how's that for a declaration LOL).  Tonight is dinner out with friends and I'll choose okay, but I will have a drink or two and this is my favorite dessert place.

I'm thinking about running a 5K the first weekend in December.  That will get my butt in a better place.  Hubby is out of town and I'm trying to find someone to go with me.  It's at one of the northern wineries -- mountains, trail and elevation changes.  I'll do it myself, but it won't be as much fun after the run if I don't have a pal.  There's music, lunch, wine tasting, etc.  Hanging out with just me will be a little boring.  Problem is NONE of my friends run.  I messaged a neighbor who sometimes runs and asked her.  She replied, "who is this?"  Ummm ... we text all the time for hiking group.  I said who I was and no further response.  Probably not a good sign hahaha.

I'm also scheduling some dress shopping -- most places need an appointment.  That WILL keep me on a better track and maybe scare me out of the GF cookies.

Even though I'm tanking the crap out of my eating, I'm in an okay head space (considering) -- gluten be gone!!  I'm actually looking forward to some healthier eating and goodbye to the junk.  That's good news, but usually a sign of a pretty big dive into junk-land.

Today is all sorts of errands and lots of Releash foster calls.  Full day -- but I'm in the mood for both.  Dinner with fun friends.  Always interesting conversation and anything goes.  I like interesting people -- never a dull part to the conversation.

That is all from here.  Tight pants confessional finished.  Later gators.