Yesterday was okay. I did a number of things to test the waters on how I feel (aka can I be by myself for the week). The underlying issue (food poisoning or virus) is gone and I'm totally recovered from it. The rest of the situation is from passing out, but that's not a concern.
That said, my body HURTS. It's hard to wear glasses because my nose is probably broken. My shoulder and neck ache and I can't get comfortable. My lip and mouth are cut and sore. My hand is wonky still.
All in all, improving and, again, so grateful it wasn't worse. Given this is the second day, I'm healing rapidly.
I didn't sleep well last night and I'm not feeling myself this morning. I want to rally and get at this solo week. I have so many little ME things on a list and I want to find that excitement about it again.
Instead, I'm feeling a little blue and nervous about being alone and a little lonely. This is odd for me. It's funny because I was so excited about a solo week that also included many of "my people" out of pocket so I'd really get have time to myself. Now I wish I had people around this week and social stuff on my calendar. It's actually a bit crazy how many people are out of town this week. Every friend except one (and I'm planning to hike with her on Thursday if I feel up to it).
I expect this will pass.
On another note, I took my recovery time and watched Ludwik on BBC. Absolutely loved it. Cute, funny, predictable-ish and mindless fun. Sad I finished it already.
I'll end here for today. Time to figure out a rally plan that includes some fun. I imagine that will perk me up and I'll be back in a good groove. Hope you're having a good week. Later gators.
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