Tuesday Updates

I don't have many answers to yesterday.

Hubby spoke with his bosses and gave his rationale for working from home 2 weeks a month until it's safer to fly.  Good news ... they aren't flying either.  Bad news ... they weren't happy and need to "discuss" before approving.  The conversation happened in the morning and nothing was resolved yesterday.  How long do you need to discuss it?

Then, in odd news, his immediate boss (these are Private Equity guys, but there's a pecking order), messaged him and asked him to a virtual happy hour on Wednesday.  Grab a beer, zoom call and we'll chat about all things NOT work related.  Huh?  Apparently, he's a big social guy and hubby thinks he's trying to help him feel more adjusted.  THIS, but no answer to THAT?!?!

Also, during the conversation one of the guys asked why I didn't drive up with hubby and spend the month in Virginia.  Also, huh?  He answered because I wouldn't be able to do anything but sit in a hotel room.  Duh.

Not looking good, but no answer is still no answer.  So we wait.

As far as my mindset and mood ... not much accomplished on that front.  I know I need to move into an acceptance mode.  Remember the days of "the universe works for me, not against me?"  "It's aimless to fight WHAT IS."  All the nuggets of wisdom that seemed so clear in good times and now useless.  LOL.

BUT, some good news (!!)  My life coach is back at stuff -- podcast, Instagram.  She took a 4 month break and she's back to talk about NOW.  Her insights connect very well with me and I'm hoping this is a step in the right direction toward feeling better, being more production, having a direction.  I'm setting up another meeting with her soon (as soon as I know hubby's schedule).

Also, in my defense, it's hard to FIX MY LIFE during PMS week.  PMS during Perry sucks.  This week I'll information gather, journal, think and come with a plan for when my hormones aren't complicating my every thought.

I believe this will continue well into next year and I need to figure out how to do more than just exist on a day to day basis.

One answer ... MEDITATION.  I've been lax on meditating and while skipping a day or two doesn't make a difference, not being consistent does take away the collective benefits.

Hope you have a great day in whatever way that's possible right now.  Stay well.  Later gators.