I'm Tired

Was it a good day yesterday? 

Not really. Of course, not a bad day in the way of all the important things (I'm aware), but it was an annoying day for most of the day. 

👎Getting my hormones renewed is ALWAYS an adventure in annoyances. Mis-sent RX, missing RX, multiple pharmacies, patient portals not working, systems down, pharmacy phone that just rings and rings -- that was yesterday. I spent all morning trying to get 3 RXs filled.

Two are finally filled. One is unavailable indefinitely-- patch shortage within 50 miles of me. Good lord in heaven. Still trying.

👎Then my car. 

Wasn't even looked at yesterday. 

Hooked it up today and ... surprise ... nothing is wrong with it. 

But YOU saw it malfunctioning, both times when I brought it in. So there IS a problem. 

I have pictures too.

"We can keep your car for a week and see if it happens."

Nope. 

But then I had a thought. It doesn't happen when I'm NOT there, but ALWAYS happens when I am there.

Sounds like a riddle. 

What's different?

The wallet digital key isn't in the car. 

The service manager said, "oh we were having troubles with this about a month ago." Apparently some are faulty and it can confuse the car. I think this is the problem. Me and my key are headed there this morning to test the theory. MY THEORY. I won't gloat too much because it's just a theory at the moment, but if I'm right, I'm a genius!!!!! Also, I want to be right because this is annoying and a time suck. 

Drove around in a loaner all day without my things, my car setup, etc ... AGAIN. 

👎Also, yesterday was so HUMID and warm. Miserable, sweaty day. Couldn't wear fall clothes. AC back on in the house. I was a grump about it -- so was everyone. It was really that unseasonably humid and warm. (Crisp morning is back today -- praise be.)

I know. I know. Nothing horrible, but it was stress all day and felt like wasted, inefficient time suck. Remember how I want to start rock painting again and a couple of crafty projects? THIS crap sucked that away this week AGAIN.

The week feels intense. Not grounded. 

Some of this is the booster shots -- left me feeling puny for a few days. My heart rate working out is much higher than normal. I have a headache. I feel tired. Good news is that's my immune system doing its job, but it's put another layer on this week. Maybe won't do both at once again. 

Now for some good. 

👏Massage was amazing. I feel much looser. She said my neck is still a mess though and I felt it when she was turning it, but PT and regular massage is helping.

👏Also, hubby and I had a discussion a few days ago about me feeling like I'm in the weeds on "driving the bus" for too many things and then not being believed when I speak up that it's too much. He's been considerably more aware of this in the last few days. I gave him a number of examples and I feel believed right now. (Not all things he's doing, but he would sort of eye-roll if I complained or said I didn't want to do anything more.) Decision fatigue. Detail fatigue. People hindering the process. People's expectation. People with only vetoing opinions and no ideas. 

The day redeemed itself.  

Today is a new day and I'm ready for a different theme. 

Still have BLUE WAVE hope and relief though -- never want this to end.

Have a happy Friday. 

Later gators.