You know the feeling when you might be getting sick -- that was yesterday for me. Last time I got my period, I got sick. Hormones are no joke -- I'll say it over and over. I "think" I'm good today. Definitely taking some restful kind of days leading up to our trip this weekend.
I have a challenging hike tomorrow, but I expect I'll be good to go after an easy day today. That's the last scheduled thing on the calendar for the week.
Continuing with "what I'm tweaking for a new FS" -- the construction of my days.
Ever since the pandemic followed by my back injury, I pace my days. Mornings are productive and awesome up until about mid-afternoon. Then I run dry. Energy is low, motivation isn't inspired, sofa is calling. I want to change this up. It's going to be a slow roll so that it doesn't feel too much. Adding a few things into the later afternoon and evening. I started making a few evening commitments here and there (evening hikes, evening classes) and that's been good, but I want to extend it to home too.
Why? Because I want to learn that relaxation can be from other places. A little gardening, a little outside time, a little crafting, a little journaling, an easy errand. Some fun, some relaxation, some productivity. I have too many hours being a blob. Yes, the rest of my day is all the "good" things, but it's overall too much nothing-time. I want to build stamina back but not in a type-A way. Maybe time to cook dinner and set a place to eat (instead of snacking on the sofa) -- slow and intentional. I make a good lunch, but rarely take time to do that for dinner. Things like this. I expect it's going to make a big change doing small steps.
Going out is good, but it takes a lot of energy and messes with my sleep for the night. This is something different. A calmer energy. Reflective energy.
This fits into my new FS vision of a full life which is made of full days. Not full as in busy, but full as in satisfying, true to me. I think this will help with sleep too. (I need another word for vision -- that sounds too weird to me.)
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