It seems my life is having some unwanted changes lately. I guess it's time to push out of my comfort zone and go with a different flow.
We stopped our golf membership a couple of months ago. The management of the club has struggled the last few years and it's showing. It wasn't worth the money on any level. But that created a change. We're not golfing with friends. I'm not golfing at all (the public places are too crowded for self-conscious golfing-me). I'll get back to it in warmer weather, but reluctantly. Change.
My lift instructor left. My workouts are in a bit of a turmoil. Our little "band" at Lift Studios is no more. I miss my workout buddies. More change.
I found out yesterday, my connection with Releash Atlanta is taking 6 months off to travel and the organization is scaling back for a few months (because of her trip and other factors). Chloe might be our last foster before I go back to work. The relationships I was building are going to take a backseat again. My couple months of fostering before work might also be out the window.
My very good friend's husband retired and they are thinking of spending a year overseas.
My other very good friend might be moving in the spring as her husband's job is ending.
Crap. Today I hate change.
I feel like my world is leaving me. Time to forge new relationships, new interests, new employment(!!!). It's left me sad and lonely (in an anticipatory way). Is the Universe telling me something? I don't like to get all wooey, but I think so. Change is good - right?!? Change creates growth - right?!?! I hope so.
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